It’s been a long few weeks. I’ve been so busy at work that I have kept missing boot camp since my day runs well past 6pm on average now. I don’t see this trend lasting long term but it’s making me feeling the pressure and uncomfortable feeling of a rocked boat.
I think the combination of cutting back on my finances, cutting back on all the weekend fun, cutting back on travel, and losing some time to work alongside planning a wedding that I really don’t enjoy is wearing on me. I look in the mirror and I see a whole lot of tired all the time.
2012 is going to be a pretty suck year. Nothing’s wrong technically but really.. I’m just … not in a great place. I guess that’s okay sometimes. I just don’t like it. :p
I keep dreaming of 2013: the year I’ll be married to my best bud, be as far mentally from the bureaucracy of weddings as I can get, and refocusing on the things I love to do: travel, try new things, photograph, code & kick butt at boot camp!